07.30.2003 - 9:05 am
I'm full of despair. I don't want to go into details, but we may lose this house we found. Because of her.
Somehow Nick has gotten through the anger and found a place of hope in all this mess. I haven't gotten there yet. I hope to get there soon. I broke down in tears last night, and that sent Munch into a fit. It's so weird to me still how connected she is to me. I love my daughter and my husband so much, I know we will be OK. It makes my heart ache and my stomach a tangled nest of weeds.
I'm not even making sense...
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